I haven't accomplished anything in life yet, but I wished I had...
I have no real friend at school. And everyone seems to ignore me, especially the people I see frequently. I would assumed that Monmouth Regional High School is the only school where my peers are rejecting me, but maybe other school will have peers that would do the same.
I am Outcast, just like Melinda in the novel Speak.
Maybe being an outcast is what let me to who I am today. I am loser and a man who is practically addicted to Internet porn. This is fate, I am supposed to be this way, it's how I am supposed to live this ignorant society.
But from the saddest moments, I always laugh it off. It seems to worked. Especially with that incident with Eddie Hendrex on Thursday. I didn't mean to touch the kid, an obvious accident, I just don't like people who are literally in my space. I completely froze and reacted to nothing when Eddie Hendrex flipped out and threw threats at me. I think what I did was the right thing to do, and now when I think back to that event I find it funny.
I think that watching Naruto Shippuden is what's makes feels happy for myself. Drawing and playing video games too. Whatever makes me look forward towards it, makes me feel good. Very good.
Who knows what will happen in the future. It is full of surprises. I just hope I can befriend someone, someday, and it can be either male or female, I don't mind.
Right now, I have a crush on Emily Rubin. Maybe she will be my future wife? Who will truly know. I haven't really talked to her at all yet. So just looking at her won't change anything. Someday I will make a move and have a really good conversation with her.
That's what's happening now in the life of Andrew Berry. It is a story, and everyone's life is a story too. I just hope for myself that the plot will change into something good and something I should be proud of...
Until then,
Andrew Berry
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